I knew I'd be lazy with a journal eek. Haven't written in a while eh? Still....OH MY GOD PRISON BREAK SERIES 2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AHHHHH! SO glad I wen and bought the whole thing so we didn't have to wait oo long between episodes, was having heart palpitations *cough cough*. Seiously though, that Michael Scofield, he's a tricky one (and an idiotic moral high horse riding twit too though) but he's hotter than the centre of the sun so I forgive him! 

ANd of course pairing him with William FItchner (wonderful man) was inspired. INSPIRED! The two of them together, on screen, having it out (oh how I wish they had had it out tee hee hee) seriously...*fans self*. I mean I lover her and all, but forget Sara. Alex/Michael OTP, seriously.

But still, yeah, NaNoWriMo starts in forty minutes. Am at a loss. Erk. Have started ideas for novel but am now  thinking that perhaps it's not going to be so easy after all. My inner editor really has a lot of control over me (must remember to murder inner editor and feed to wolves) and so I'll have a hard time not listening to him. My muse is, of course, my LJ icon at the mo. (*wipes droll from mouth*)

Okay okay I have a filthy mind, I know. Still. I'm only human here.

Oh and it's Halloween tomorrow! Yay, we're all dressing up at work and eating tasties! Can't wait, feel like a five year old!

Okay, off to try and think of more plot before midnight....and perhaps sleep. Sigh.

Ja ne.





"People suck friend, the sooner you know that the better." - Claude Raines, Heroes

Oh god, things, I can't be bothered with things. There are too many of them, and they always come at once, or not at all. 

Of course I'm going through to London but nothings organised heh heh and I haven'tmanaged to figure out when I'm going to see Kim and I don't know if I have tickets for the Terracota Army and my train is delayed and I have to change....ah fuck. And I still can't write. I managed a whole half chapter last night but then I dried up. I have no confidence any more in what I'm writing or saying or anything. And I'm fed up too. I want to think that what I'm writing is good, I don't want to have to feel that it has to be good for everyone else too. For me! Me me me! 

Urk.

So, anyway, got a new Mp3 player, creative zenV, it's so cute. I just hope this one doesn't get stolen! Grrrr...and that will make the journey there and back just that little bit more bearable. As of course I can listen to my new Advent Children sound track! Woohoo!

Grr, and still no post, still no prison break.

Meh.

Think I'm gonna go find some stories.

Ja ne.





"People suck friend, the sooner you know that the better." - Claude Raines, Heroes

I hate my life. Seriously.

I can't write, I have no ability left in my body to write. But I really need to. I hate impasses. Of course the best advice I have received is of course that I should just write, write anything and that will help unclog everything...

Of course that's all fine and well but what the hel m I supposed to write. Of course, this is writing, technically...but still. I need help.

HELP! Darn, it ididn't work.

And it doesn't help when you keep reading wonderful stories, very well written, and shit.

What the hell am I whining about? Somebody hit me with a shoe. Ouch! Thanks.

 Still, when things get this low, i feel like just going and doing something to release the tension (or perhaps just distract me from the hell) and writing always does the trick for distraction.

Ick, and I am so stuck on Enchanted Arms, right at the freaking end! Doesn't help matters much. And Gears of War. Argh.

I reaaaaaaally need something to cheer me up. Waahh. Wonder what the hell it could be?

Okay, better go and try writing now. See if this therapy session has helped. Ah hell.

Ja ne.

So, I never keep diaries, don't have the patience, but really I am on my computer more than is healthy...so this relationship might work.

Anyway, I really am not going to sit and list myself...to myself. And so I am now going to go and watch Prison Break (tension headache ensues) and yet the tension does not outwiegh the Wentworth Miller.

Not much can.

So I am going to do this properly tomorrow. Honest.